Testimonies

Testimonies

Below are some testimonies which have resulted in physical, emotional and spiritual healing and inner freedom.

BOWEL
COLITIS

I had suffered with Colitis for 3 years. Colitis is a bowel disease that affects the lower bowel. It was getting serious. If I hadn’t worked from home I would probably have had about a year off work when it was at its worst. I went through every type of medication the consultants at the hospital had but none of it worked. I was at the stage where they were telling me I had to see a surgeon and discuss having my whole bowel removed, a colostomy, which would mean I’d have a bag for the rest of my life. There was one more medication they had left to try and then that was it, nothing else existed that could help me. I had also become severely anaemic due to the amount of blood loss and was rushed in for an iron transfusion. I started to wonder if this was a spiritual attack as it seemed strange that nothing was working. I was not presenting or reacting like a ‘normal’ case. I mentioned this to a friend I prayed with who said I must meet Ange. I bought Ange’s book on spiritual healing ('Healing God's Way') and felt like everything I read about there being spiritual roots to illness and disease confirmed what I had been thinking about the colitis. I prayed to  God that if he wanted me to pray with this lady that he bring her to our church on Sunday (I knew she had been before). That Sunday she came and sat next to me!!!! So I introduced myself and arranged to meet her. 

We went through what had been happening in my life when the colitis started. What we identified was quite how stressed I was, and had been for sometime before it started. It also became clear quite how much of an angry person I was. I didn’t get into confrontations but I inwardly raged and played out scenarios where I would ‘get revenge’ on people. We worked through forgiveness of the people responsible for the stress and anger recently and in the past; My husbands boss, clients who had let me down, parents, friends who had hurt me, my husband etc. I repented of dealing with these situations with anger and for holding onto it for so long. I also repented of anger towards myself when I didn’t get things right. 

I had to forgive myself too and I spoke to my body and apologized for having put it through so much stress.

The colitis left within 2 weeks and has not returned. I went through another difficult stressful time in the lead up to Christmas about 6 months later and could see some of the symptoms coming back. But I immediately forgave the causes of the stress, repented of having  entertained worry and fear and let it go. The symptoms disappeared. 

I am convinced of the spiritual roots to diseases. I don’t renounce modern medicine and I believe God has blessed us with this knowledge and he can use it. But I’m learning to go to God first if myself or my family are ill. And if He directs me to medication or the doctor then I will go. But God is the ultimate doctor. He wonderfully and miraculously healed me but I had to play my part and forgive and repent so the ties to the disease could be cut. 

K.E

BOWEL
COLITIS

I had suffered with Colitis for 3 years. Colitis is a bowel disease that affects the lower bowel. It was getting serious. If I hadn’t worked from home I would probably have had about a year off work when it was at its worst. I went through every type of medication the consultants at the hospital had but none of it worked. I was at the stage where they were telling me I had to see a surgeon and discuss having my whole bowel removed, a colostomy, which would mean I’d have a bag for the rest of my life. There was one more medication they had left to try and then that was it, nothing else existed that could help me. I had also become severely anaemic due to the amount of blood loss and was rushed in for an iron transfusion. I started to wonder if this was a spiritual attack as it seemed strange that nothing was working. I was not presenting or reacting like a ‘normal’ case. I mentioned this to a friend I prayed with who said I must meet Ange. I bought Ange’s book on spiritual healing ('Healing God's Way') and felt like everything I read about there being spiritual roots to illness and disease confirmed what I had been thinking about the colitis. I prayed to  God that if he wanted me to pray with this lady that he bring her to our church on Sunday (I knew she had been before). That Sunday she came and sat next to me!!!! So I introduced myself and arranged to meet her. 

We went through what had been happening in my life when the colitis started. What we identified was quite how stressed I was, and had been for sometime before it started. It also became clear quite how much of an angry person I was. I didn’t get into confrontations but I inwardly raged and played out scenarios where I would ‘get revenge’ on people. We worked through forgiveness of the people responsible for the stress and anger recently and in the past; My husbands boss, clients who had let me down, parents, friends who had hurt me, my husband etc. I repented of dealing with these situations with anger and for holding onto it for so long. I also repented of anger towards myself when I didn’t get things right. 

I had to forgive myself too and I spoke to my body and apologized for having put it through so much stress.

The colitis left within 2 weeks and has not returned. I went through another difficult stressful time in the lead up to Christmas about 6 months later and could see some of the symptoms coming back. But I immediately forgave the causes of the stress, repented of having  entertained worry and fear and let it go. The symptoms disappeared. 

I am convinced of the spiritual roots to diseases. I don’t renounce modern medicine and I believe God has blessed us with this knowledge and he can use it. But I’m learning to go to God first if myself or my family are ill. And if He directs me to medication or the doctor then I will go. But God is the ultimate doctor. He wonderfully and miraculously healed me but I had to play my part and forgive and repent so the ties to the disease could be cut. 

K.E

I had become angry and was harbouring all sorts of bitterness and unforgiveness in my troubled relationship with my natural Dad. It was affecting my relationship with God, making me withdrawn and preventing me from spending time with Him. I had come to the end of my tether and felt I was going around in circles getting nowhere and not being able to shake off the tremendous hurt I felt. There was no answer or solution...it felt so hopeless.

So I gave a short account of the state of my relationship with my Dad and outlined that I had suffered an abusive relationship with my Mum too. Ange then led me through forgiving my Dad. I released him and told him that he owed me nothing and I let him off the hook.

The prayer was so simple yet in reality it was hard to remind myself of such disappointments. It was very emotional and not very pretty. But with each of the things I forgave him for, I felt a lightness in my spirit. I gave God the hurts, anger, resentments and disappointments and His response was these words...

'Come...you who I created in my image. I will not reject you. I have always been here. Come, let Me love you’.

I imagined sitting in Father God’s lap. I felt safe, warm, accepted and comfortable. It felt sooo good. Something I’ve not been able to do for well over a year, feeling close to God and able to hear His voice.

I had been told so many lies over my life when I was little. And whenever I felt vulnerable these were the negative thoughts I heard myself say about myself again and again.

So we spent time speaking them aloud and hearing God’s response to each lie or negative thought. God’s truth flooded over the lies and wiped them clean. I have since been regularly reminding myself of some truths that God told me. He says, ‘You are loved, you are enough, you are just as I created you, your life is not a waste, you have been created to receive love and I have placed people around you to love you. You have so much to give, you matter very much, I’m proud of you.’

I have found that by telling myself this, I am less likely to remind myself of the lies when I feel low. And if I do (out of habit) tell myself lies, God immediately puts me right, that they are lies and not His truth.

So much has changed in me. I feel re-born... free again! Free to feel love and to love myself and feel joy again. I remind myself of what God tells me He thinks of me. I try and see myself as God sees me. It has felt so long since I’ve felt this. I have been able to spend time with God, hearing from Him. I have felt creative again. My confidence in God is back. I am a new creation in Him and the barriers that were keeping me from Him are gone again.

G.H

BLOCKED RELATIONSHIP WITH FATHER GOD

BLOCKED RELATIONSHIP WITH FATHER GOD

I had become angry and was harbouring all sorts of bitterness and unforgiveness in my troubled relationship with my natural Dad. It was affecting my relationship with God, making me withdrawn and preventing me from spending time with Him. I had come to the end of my tether and felt I was going around in circles getting nowhere and not being able to shake off the tremendous hurt I felt. There was no answer or solution...it felt so hopeless.

So I gave a short account of the state of my relationship with my Dad and outlined that I had suffered an abusive relationship with my Mum too. Ange then led me through forgiving my Dad. I released him and told him that he owed me nothing and I let him off the hook.

The prayer was so simple yet in reality it was hard to remind myself of such disappointments. It was very emotional and not very pretty. But with each of the things I forgave him for, I felt a lightness in my spirit. I gave God the hurts, anger, resentments and disappointments and His response was these words...

'Come...you who I created in my image. I will not reject you. I have always been here. Come, let Me love you’.

I imagined sitting in Father God’s lap. I felt safe, warm, accepted and comfortable. It felt sooo good. Something I’ve not been able to do for well over a year, feeling close to God and able to hear His voice.

I had been told so many lies over my life when I was little. And whenever I felt vulnerable these were the negative thoughts I heard myself say about myself again and again.

So we spent time speaking them aloud and hearing God’s response to each lie or negative thought. God’s truth flooded over the lies and wiped them clean. I have since been regularly reminding myself of some truths that God told me. He says, ‘You are loved, you are enough, you are just as I created you, your life is not a waste, you have been created to receive love and I have placed people around you to love you. You have so much to give, you matter very much, I’m proud of you.’

I have found that by telling myself this, I am less likely to remind myself of the lies when I feel low. And if I do (out of habit) tell myself lies, God immediately puts me right, that they are lies and not His truth.

So much has changed in me. I feel re-born... free again! Free to feel love and to love myself and feel joy again. I remind myself of what God tells me He thinks of me. I try and see myself as God sees me. It has felt so long since I’ve felt this. I have been able to spend time with God, hearing from Him. I have felt creative again. My confidence in God is back. I am a new creation in Him and the barriers that were keeping me from Him are gone again.

G.H

FORGIVENESS

The healing I received surprised me. When led by the Holy Spirit, I was challenged in my heart if I had really forgiven my parents especially my mother for letting me go into a children’s home at the age of seven, which had a harmful effect on me. She said, ‘would you be able to forgive your mother if she walked into the room?’ and ‘would you be able to put your arms around her as though nothing had happened?’ I took this away with me and with Jesus’ help I felt I would be able to hug her, because He was saying to me the wound was now healed in your heart...which brought such joy to me.’

JP

DEEPER HEALING OF HEART

I had been wrestling with some physical/health issues recently, and heard from a friend that Ange had a real ministry in that particular area. We met up a week or so back, and it genuinely proved to be real “heart surgery” as she would put it…

In particular the Holy Spirit highlighted some issues from my involvement in a past church, and a lot of pain “came out in the wash”. Subsequently I was able to repent, forgive and be forgiven, and receive a further measure of healing.

I’m so grateful to Ange for helping to facilitate the Father’s ongoing work in my life, which will hopefully feed into how I minister to others too.

Anon

HEALING BODY MEMORY OF SEXUAL ABUSE

The Lord led me to ask Angela to minister to me regarding sexual abuse from my father. I thought it had been healed a while ago but during a difficult time in my life I began to feel soreness as though I had been raped. As she began to minister the discomfort got worse. But then I experienced Jesus rescuing me from what seemed like a prison cell and taking me into shining light. I saw myself going into a beautiful pool to be cleansed from defilement as Angela prayed powerfully over me. I saw myself as a child wearing a silver spacesuit which we agreed represented Redemption. I also experienced an amazing time with the Father and 'saw' my guardian angel which was amazing and a total surprise as I wasn't looking for him! At the end all the physical discomfort was totally gone and 6 weeks on I have not had any recurrence. I also have no more problem with self hatred or self rejection which I had had before the ministry and it has become easier to connect with Father God.

CJ

FORGIVENESS

The healing I received surprised me. When led by the Holy Spirit, I was challenged in my heart if I had really forgiven my parents especially my mother for letting me go into a children’s home at the age of seven, which had a harmful effect on me. She said, ‘would you be able to forgive your mother if she walked into the room?’ and ‘would you be able to put your arms around her as though nothing had happened?’ I took this away with me and with Jesus’ help I felt I would be able to hug her, because He was saying to me the wound was now healed in your heart...which brought such joy to me.’

CJ

DEEPER HEALING OF HEART

I had been wrestling with some physical/health issues recently, and heard from a friend that Ange had a real ministry in that particular area. We met up a week or so back, and it genuinely proved to be real “heart surgery” as she would put it…

In particular the Holy Spirit highlighted some issues from my involvement in a past church, and a lot of pain “came out in the wash”. Subsequently I was able to repent, forgive and be forgiven, and receive a further measure of healing.

I’m so grateful to Ange for helping to facilitate the Father’s ongoing work in my life, which will hopefully feed into how I minister to others too.

Anon

HEALING BODY MEMORY OF SEXUAL ABUSE

The Lord led me to ask Angela to minister to me regarding sexual abuse from my father. I thought it had been healed a while ago but during a difficult time in my life I began to feel soreness as though I had been raped. As she began to minister the discomfort got worse. But then I experienced Jesus rescuing me from what seemed like a prison cell and taking me into shining light. I saw myself going into a beautiful pool to be cleansed from defilement as Angela prayed powerfully over me. I saw myself as a child wearing a silver spacesuit which we agreed represented Redemption. I also experienced an amazing time with the Father and 'saw' my guardian angel which was amazing and a total surprise as I wasn't looking for him! At the end all the physical discomfort was totally gone and 6 weeks on I have not had any recurrence. I also have no more problem with self hatred or self rejection which I had had before the ministry and it has become easier to connect with Father God.

CJ

Testimonies from a Healing Retreat in 2020

Wow, so many encounters with Jesus over so few days. Wonderful!
A beautiful ministry, peaceful, Spirit-led, giving hope and I believe wholeness to come more and more.
Angela creates a very warm, relaxed, safe space through which God can work. During the ministry a suppressed childhood memory came to light, which enabled me to receive ministry. After this I felt I could relate to God as Father for the first time. Angela equips people with the tools to walk out their freedom and enable deep heart connection with God as their Father.
Really feel God drew me here this week. Came with an open and expectant heart after a tough few weeks. God has been working on such a deep level this week, doing some amazing healing of past hurts some of which I had forgotten about. Feel so much lighter, released, unbound and ready to serve God. Have really connected and gone deeper with Him this week and am committed to going deeper with Him.
When it came to forgiving our fathers, I had to forgive my father for rejecting me and abusing me when I was a child. I found that I could do this by coming in God’s presence. However, I had had a problem with the cartilage in my knee, causing me to limp for the past year or so. Then after the session when I got up to walk, I both heard and felt a click in my knee and my knee was instantly restored. The Father said, my ‘walk’ with Him had been restored now I had forgiven my earthly father.

AFTER A TRAINING SESSION ON ENCOUNTERING JESUS IN TRAUMA

After a teaching session on ‘Encountering Jesus in Trauma’ we entered into a time of prayer, where we asked the Lord if there was any memory or trauma in our lives that He wanted to minister to.

I suddenly remembered, absolutely vividly being 6 or 7 years old when my mother had her first heart attack. It was like a video replay “vision” and I could see the actual shopping centre and the flashing lights of the ambulance.  I could feel the shock and the fear of being left all alone as a small child and not knowing what was happening.

We asked Jesus to show me where he was at that time, and I felt that He was right next to me. I looked into His eyes and I felt His amazing peace and stillness.

I then had a video replay of more traumatic memories of my mother being unwell when I was a child, of further heart attacks and the feelings of shock and fear. I could actually see the ward and the hospital corridor and hear the noise of the defibrillator and her shouts as Doctors stood over her. It was extremely vivid.

I then saw another ward and heard my mother screaming after she had had her foot amputated with gangrene.

During this vision tears fell down my face as the painful memories flashed through my mind. As I continued to pray to Jesus and to look into his eyes, I started to laugh with tears of joy as He was ministering to me and healing these painful memories.

I had no idea that these traumatic feelings were even in my mind or my subconscious. I had never thought about them in all these years, yet the Lord knew and wanted to minister to my spirit.

This was a beautiful experience of Encountering Jesus and receiving His healing touch in my deepest being.
 

S.M.

AFTER A TRAINING SESSION ON ENCOUNTERING JESUS IN TRAUMA

After a teaching session on ‘Encountering Jesus in Trauma’ we entered into a time of prayer, where we asked the Lord if there was any memory or trauma in our lives that He wanted to minister to.

I suddenly remembered, absolutely vividly being 6 or 7 years old when my mother had her first heart attack. It was like a video replay “vision” and I could see the actual shopping centre and the flashing lights of the ambulance.  I could feel the shock and the fear of being left all alone as a small child and not knowing what was happening.

We asked Jesus to show me where he was at that time, and I felt that He was right next to me. I looked into His eyes and I felt His amazing peace and stillness.

I then had a video replay of more traumatic memories of my mother being unwell when I was a child, of further heart attacks and the feelings of shock and fear. I could actually see the ward and the hospital corridor and hear the noise of the defibrillator and her shouts as Doctors stood over her. It was extremely vivid.

I then saw another ward and heard my mother screaming after she had had her foot amputated with gangrene.

During this vision tears fell down my face as the painful memories flashed through my mind. As I continued to pray to Jesus and to look into his eyes, I started to laugh with tears of joy as He was ministering to me and healing these painful memories.

I had no idea that these traumatic feelings were even in my mind or my subconscious. I had never thought about them in all these years, yet the Lord knew and wanted to minister to my spirit.

This was a beautiful experience of Encountering Jesus and receiving His healing touch in my deepest being.

S.M